Just on of the reasons that makes him so special...

I was having a really bad today, and he knew it, so the next thing I knew this came across my email:

Your smile is locked away in my mind
I picture your face when I need to unwind

I love you , sweet jenn, and i wonder just how
I lived for so long without your love, until now

when you get feeling stressed out, and you just want to scream,
Remember im here, and our loves not a dream.

I love you sooooooooooooooo much, my girl.

Namaste

The One

Valentines Day is the time to say
I love you Jenn, more every day

You make me feel loved and secure
For you I’ve been searching, of this I am sure

The way we have bonded, and our
Lives have become one

It makes me look forward to our
Day in the sun

Sweet Jenn, our day is coming
Our time to rejoice

In our love for each other
Our hearts making the choice

I will be your true love
My heart says you’re mine

Please love me forever
You’re the one, Valentine!

I love you Jennifer!

CBC 2008

Promise

Today I sat across from you
and stared into your eyes

Your beauty and your charmimg ways
have made my realize

I love you Jennifer, and now I know
I can't go on without you

To wake up next to you each day
will be my dream come true

Your smile makes my heart sing and dance
you melt the the fog away

I promise Jenn, I'm your forever
and I mean the words I say

Please be my girl and promise me
you're mine through good and bad

I'll love and cherish and honor you
I'll be the best frient you've ever had

I Love You Sweetheart

CBC 1/19/2008

Another poem for me..

I told you I loved you today

Likewise, you told me you loved me back
Our future together has started
Verbal words can't possibly relay my feelings
Every time I think of you

Your heart will be safe with me and
Our love will flourish and grow
Until well after our lives have become one

January thru December, I will cherish you
Everyday, and show you how precious and
Necessary you are to my life, and how
Near you are to my soul
I love you baby, and I will never
Forget the hand that reached out to mine
Even to here, in the darkest place
Reach out and hold my hand, as I hold yours.

CBC2007

Chapstick Kiss

I'm sending you a chapstick kiss
To show you that I care

I wish and pray to God above
That soon I will be there

You are the angel that is in my life
And I want to let you know

If you fall I will catch you, Jenn
You never have to be alone

From this day forward, it's you and me
Our hearts have found a home

I swear to you, my words are true
And girl I promise this

Together, we will be beautiful
Please, accept my chapstick kiss!
CBC2007

Slowly

You told me "It's just you and mom"
And it's always been that way

The lonliness that was your life
is gonce for good... today

Right now, it's true we are just friends
we have not been face to face

That's alright, the day will come
All in its time and place

Let's take it slow, lets do it right
No need to push or shove

It always starts with the best of friends
And slowly turns to love

I feel as though it's not just chance
Somehow... it's meant to be

That you, and Shirley and Herman too
you have all been sent to me!!

CBC 2007

HAPPY TOGETHER

Having someone you can be yourself around
Always succeeding in enjoying a smile together
Putting each other first
Partners thru the good and the bad
Yawning together as the sun rises (long nite)
Two against the world
Only you and me
Growing more together every day
Enjoying each others life experiences to become closer
Total understanding in just a look
Here I am for you
Everytime you fall, I’ll catch you
Reminding you how important you are to me daily
CBC 2007

He wrote this to contrast my ANRGY AND ALONE

Written just for me!

Let's Wish

Who is the girl from the Great Salt Lake
That has reached her hand out for me to take

It seems she has cast a spell on me
She is in my mind, she is all I see

I think she is sent from up above
She is full of honesty, truth and love

And I’ve been alone for quite a while
It sure feels good, she makes my heart smile

I know its time to live again
To see the sun, and to feel the wind

To open up my heart and soul
It takes two halves to make a whole

I’ll take your hand, Jenn, let’s walk awhile
Lets share a story, some wine, a smile

I want to know just who you are
Together let’s with upon a star.
CBC 2007


And...
My heart's been broken
My soul's felt hollow
But I'll never give up
Because it's love I follow!


It just goes to prove that beautiful things can grow in the ugliest of places.
Thank you Christopher

Patience

Patience
They say patience is a virtue.
It’s not one of mine.
An ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay.
Those that know me would laugh.
I hate waiting.
I want what I want when I want it.
Instant gratification.
Right here.
Right now.
Why must you make me wait?